No words

There are no words for the past week of my life. What we thought would be a simple surgery for my mom ended up being extensive and the doctor found more than we were barganing for. My mom was diagnosed with uterine cancer about two weeks ago. She had a hysterectomy on Tuesday and the doctor found that it had spread to one of her ovaries but her lymph nodes were clear, praise the Lord!! I honestly do not know how I survived each day of worrying and watching my mother in pain both physically and emotionally. Let's just say it's a testimony to how God gives you strength when you have nothing left. I know God has a reason for all of this and we are trusting in Him but sometimes you just want to sit in the middle of the room and yell THIS SUCKS! God wants all your emotions and hurts and joy and I have given Him every bit of my emotions this week. My God is big enough to handle all of this and more. Praise Him! As I go back to work tomorrow I pray that the Lord gives me the peace to be away from my family for a couple weeks. I must put it in the Lord's hands daily. Jesus help me, hold me up, strengthen me, in your name, AMEN.